My Big Day-20th Birthday part 2

After the celebration with all my super nice friends...i have to go back to INTI again...=.=

20th March 2011
i was forced to go back Inti since i have classes on monday as regualr...
but this night...i went for cicak birthday celebration...impressively...LEO club's members are all crazy...they bought "kicap" n flour and intended to pour it to Cicak (the birthday guy)....OMG...what the Hxxx...
after the celebration...i went back my room n continue with my study...
at the same time, an incident happened...my bro was missing after he fetched me back to INTI...His phone was off and nobody knew where he has gone...my mom keep calling me and asked my the possibility places that he might go...but i got no ideas about that...very soon...it was nearly 1pm...i was waiting for my bro's news....finally....my mom called me and said he was back...only then...i dare to sleep...

21st March 2011
Since i slept at 2am the previous night, i was so tired this day....i got no choice but to attend (HRM)8am class...then continue with my (MGT)10am until 12 noon...within this period, joyseet messaged me and asked me when i m free? i didn;t know what she wanna do with me...curious....finally...my class ended up at 11.30am...then i  went back to my room for a nap...be4 my napping time, joysset and chiu ling came to my room...they have given me a cup cake from starbuck attached with a card together...so sweet...felt so happy...no wonder they found me so urgent...coz they scared the cake will melt...>.<
thx them a lot...after that...contine my (IB) class at 1pm...luckily it was only one hour class...

then, i continued with my anoying stuffs...frankly...i was waiting for surprise since this day was my birthday eve...but...all of my friends did nothing...i was quite disappointed at the begining...but.....here they came...
i didn't take my proper meal this day from morning until night...ate only a piece of cup cake n drink a glass of milo...i was starving...i asked jia wen for dinner but she has refused me...i was like...abandoned by her....sad...she asked me to go for an assignment discussion be4 she agreed to accompany me for dinner...but after the discussion...it was nearly 11pm...then she requested to take shower be4 we went for our "dinner"...i asked sze yin go n ah zhe go along with us as well...no doubt to say that...i was not looking forward for any surprises that time...since everything seemed to be normal...
here they came...i didn't realize that it was 12am...suddenly...our group(leng zai leng lui group) appeared in front of me with a cake n sang birthday song simultaneously...that time...i was really very happy but shy since all the people was staring on me...very quickly...camera was on...and aaron was the one who captured every single of our actions...thx him a lot...nice camera + nice shooting...
and...the present that i have received from them...errr...the present...1 pink color t-back + i disgusting black sticky mice....the last but not least...a card from all of them...
=.=! quite memorable...this was my day...i thought it would be ended up  with this celebration, however, there is something else....

22nd March 2011
As usual, i went for 8am class today...and...people keep wishing me along the way to my class...
=)...Penny and Lacus gave me a cake when i went to macro class at 2pm...so sweet....thx them a lot....XD
at night, i was involving in sport fiesta...at the same time, i have a meeting at 8pm...thus, i have to go for meeting in the half way...Leo's members gave me a surprise be4 the meeting started...they sang me a birthday song and gave me a cake as well...wow...i received a lot of cakes...but...since i gotto rush back to vball court...i requested to report all of my charity night sutffs first be4 i left....(luckily i was left...if not....i dunno what they gonna treat me with the creamy cake...=.=) i went back to the court and continue to participate in the competition...although my group lose at the end....but we were happy since we enjoyed the games...
very quickly...we ended up our competition at 10.45pm...it was quite early for us....coz normally we will have our regular training until 11.30pm...then...we played the ball for fun...we joked and talked while cleaning up the court....suddenly....these fellas....drank water at the same time...joyseet asked whether i m thirsty and she was willing to give me some...i was alerted...they might gonna do something with the water to me...i walked away from them....but...these fellas surrounded me....at the end....they poured the water towards me...n i was wet...=.=
finally....it's over...12 am again...my big day was over....
they asked me went back for shower first then only have supper together with them...
this night...AWESOME! i would never forget what u guys have given me....thx for doing everything for me...
special thanks to Chong Yan who made a touching video that will make me cry everytime i viewed it... a card from HK by yan and a card from Taiwan by Danny....
special thanks to Jia wen n her Bf who bought me a crstal bracelet that will help me to get a "white horse"
special thanks to Joyseet, chiu ling, penny and Lacus for buying me a delicious cake...
special thanks to vball club n leo club members...for making my life difficult....=.=
special thanks to Szing who has bought me an iPhone cover....
special thanks to everyone who has wished me and done something to me....
People....!It is great to know u guys....U guys made my day!
Forgive me if i din metion ur name here...=X

At the end.....thank you....

My Big Day-20th Birthday part 1

18th March 2011, 7.07pm
I was back from Nilai...When i first stepped into my room, my mom told me there were few letters for me...
Huh?!....I was like....errr....guessing who r these ppl...eventually...my assumptions are all correct...
both of the birthday cards whichr full of blessing came from HK n Taiwan...
It's very obvious when i first saw the writing...
The one which is cute n round definitely was from Yan...the another which looked "not so nice" was from Danny...
While reading the words from them...i was touched by them...
thank you very much for sending me the cards...i will keep it and save it...

19th March 2011, 8.00pm
I was appointed to fetch jeffinfree along the way towards yumi's house...after that, yumi bring us to "The Chapter" which is in Botanic...
This was the first small gathering after CNY...We have been long time din meet each other...
While waiting the food to be served....we were chating with each other abt how's our life recently...
Since we were the first customers for that night...the boss offered us a lot of special drinks...it's nice but we didn't know that we have to pay extra for it...=.=

No doubt to say that...we were the noisiest within that cafe...haiz...get used to it...we are who we are...haha
should i be proud of this? for sure...yes!

hehe...moreover...i was enjoying webcam with my dear yan in HK...No matter how far we r, our heart n mind r still stick together...for evidence...we still can celebrate birthday together thru netwoek...thx to the advance technology...
quite happy for this day...enjoy having fun with all my " sun you"

*Because all of u mean so much to me. Thus i pray that we will always somehow keep in touch as days and years go by!*

to be continued....
coz going for vball training now=.=

Because of U-Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did You fell so hard

I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you

I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you I learned to play on the safe side

So I don't get hurt

Because of you I find it hard to trust

Not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you I am afraid

I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh Every day of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you

I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side

So I don't get hurt

Because of you I find it hard to trust

Not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you I am afraid

I watched you die

I heard you cry

Every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry

In the middle of the night

For the same damn thing

Because of you

I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side

So I don't get hurt

Because of you

I tried my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you

I am afraid

Because of you

Because of you

我的“黑社会”哥哥

还记得那是星期日，
一家人从早到晚为了迎接新年而奔波

最好笑的是，
我竟然为了睡觉，
用头痛的借口躲开了出去买漆的命运

我哥毫不留情地酸道
叫你出去买漆你的头就很痛
当他买回来了，我的头就不痛了
哈哈

到了晚上，哥要载我去盈家，
一上车，就问我说，够钱吗？新年衣买完了？
我就说我上个月有打工
还有钱可以花
结果，他就从皮包拿了厚厚一叠的钞票
给了我500 块
哇...一脸感动的模样

处在20++ 的尴尬年龄
我明白到金钱的重要性
加上我哥他不是一个人
所以，我很担心他自己不够钱用
他淡淡地说，我有钱给你，你就收着慢慢用。

当下，那种感激不知丛何说起

有这样的哥哥
我很幸福

只是，我没勇气
对我的家人说
我真的很爱你们

谢谢你们

-无题-

原来...
你并没有什么不同

莫名的失落！！！！！！！！！

天下无敌的超级傻瓜

至少还有我-我们

电话里头，你的声音是颤抖的
哽咽地叫着我的名字

我大概猜到你发生了什么事
很想立刻出现在你面前
把我的肩膀让你靠
递上纸巾，擦去你脸上的泪水

心疼你...

可是，后来想了想
你说得对~
你应该学习不依赖

一切都会过去
擦干隐形的眼泪吧！

至少你还有我
我们大家！

love u

电影

我
好久都没踏进电影院了~
还记得我看过的上一部电影是王力宏主演的恋爱通告
哇~很久一下了！有几个月吧~

很开心，这次我又踏进电影院
看了“天天好天”
很感动，很写实！
狂笑的当儿，眼泪也不由自主的落下〈感性》

坐在身旁的损友们
感谢你们陪我看电影
我不能自己一个人去看电影
因为我怕啊飘靠近我

有你们在
我很放肆

虽然，我们并不是生死相交
但，我们相识相知~

损友们....下一场电影
我等你们~

-无题-

病入膏肓
不要再跌入悬崖了
这一跌，将会使我陷入另一个深渊
梦，始终会结束
醒来后，我必须回到原点

别自欺欺人了！！！！！！！

SOUVENIR-

骰子
第一次收到这么奇怪的骰子
上面写着：洗衣，买菜，做饭，擦地，洗碗，呆着

谢谢你~

不过，下次跟我讲话的时候要蹲下来~
我的头才不会那么酸~

haha

天下父母心

我...大辣辣...是大家口中长说的粗鲁婆
我...偏偏...是家l里唯一的女生...

很多时候，心里明明很在乎
可是，我的行为却成反比

就这样，我老妈认定我是那种不懂得体谅她的人

结果，我们每次都斗嘴...
最后，引发战争

影响：家人要受我和老妈的臭脾气

我知道这些问题
我希望改变，改善
我也想好好疼爱我妈妈

哪天...我真的变温柔了
记得！告诉我~

我常对我妈说：“你生错了啦！你应该把我生做男生；我哥生做女生..."
很奇怪对吧？

其实...不会...因为我哥的的确确比我细心又有耐心
有他在...我妈心情都愉快
有我在...我妈心情超不愉快~

原谅我...

等我变成你心目中的女儿
是需要时间的~